Blurred

Its starting, I can feel it
Lying across the bed still, its pulling at me.
I am still as I slip

these four walls that bind me are changing,
the room is caught in a flux
The floor Slides up and down as the walls swell and contract.
the world is moving around me as it breathes.

Its all blurring together

I tripped down the stairs
the whole hall is laughing down at me

I'm in the forest surrounded by faces
no one listens as my words fall out

I'm sat in the field, the fair girl is so beautiful
I'm in bed with her, she cries as I fuck her

I'm on my bed with her ontop, her blonde hair halos her face
she bends down to kiss me and rests her head into my shoulder

I'm at the cafe, she cradles her rose with a beaming smile
She feels so warm and alive

I can no longer feel myself
a suspended essence limited to oberve
a bystander with no powers
an identity to elude a conscience


A voice calls out as the walls bend back into place
Lying across the bed still.
waiting to be dragged away again.